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Childlike Humility, Adult Pride and Existential Anxiety

“Truly, I say to you, unless you turn and become like children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.”

What about being like children is necessary to be Christ-like?

Children are immature, unexperienced, and unknowledgeable. But they’re also trusting, unpretentious, and totally dependent on their parents. They’re the best illustration of the proper relationship we need to have to God. Of course, like most metaphors, they’re imperfect like any human attempt at communicating complex ideas; however, we can identify the key insight. Jesus wants us to learn how to be humble like a child.

This means unlearning some of what we consider to be virtues of maturing into adults. We think it’s sophisticated to become more skeptical and critical, more in-tune with the nuances of blending in with adult society and being adept at climbing social hierarchies, and becoming increasingly independent and self-sufficient. But these are virtues in a broken world. We wouldn’t have to be skeptical if there weren’t people out there trying to deceive us, or try to create a façade to conform with society if we were perfectly power, or be self-sufficient if our basic needs were always cared for. In trying to adapt to this broken world, we grow in pride.

Augustine considered pride the foundational sin. He wrote, “It was pride that changed angels into devils; it is humility that makes men as angels.” What is pride? In short, it’s a need for superiority. The idea to be better than others, which is an antithesis of serving others. CS Lewis write, “Pride gets no pleasure out of having something, only out of having more of it than the next man. We say that people are proud of being rich, or clever, or good-looking, but they are not. They are proud of being richer, or cleverer, or better-looking than others.” Pride chases dominance and control, and it leads to so many other sins, which is why these writers argue it’s the foundational sin. The pursuit of superiority of others leads not only to careless selfishness but an active contempt towards others. It warps into anger, sorrow, greed, and all the other categories of sins. And, most dangerously, it pushes us into an internal state of establishing a kingdom where we worship ourselves and our own aspirations. This isolates us from God.

CS Lewis expanded on this idea: “Pride leads to every other vice: it is the complete anti-God state of mind.” The reason pride is the foundational sin and leads to every other sin is because it’s the first step in completely turning away from God. Like a child severing their ties to their from the guidance of their parents, we can’t be corrected if we look only to ourselves and set ourselves as the objects of worship.

CS Lewis warns, “As long as you are proud, you cannot know God. A proud man is always looking down on things and people: and, of course, as long as you are looking down, you cannot see something that is above you.” Pride blinds us from the presence of God because we believe we can take the place of God and determine what will happen next on our own strength and wisdom. We’re the adults. We’re in charge of things and need to use our skills to push forward and shape our future. It sounds so obviously foolish, but we fall into this trap without knowing it. Not only is pride the foundational sin, it’s the sin that is the most subtle.

CS Lewis writes, “The devil laughs. He is perfectly content to see you becoming chaste and brave and self-controlled provided, all the time, he is setting up in you the Dictatorship of Pride—just as he would be quite content to see your chilblains cured if he was allowed, in return, to give you cancer.” Our language is limited in capturing and understanding this foundational sin. We can be “proud” of our loved ones or “proud” of doing good work, and it’s hard to call this a sin. As long as our minds are outside of ourselves and we’re “proud” without giving glory to ourselves and instead praising others, we’re far away from the insidious evil of pride that might be present if we’re “proud” of our loved ones because of how it reflects on us or “proud” of good work was done by you. Even a crude proud attitude to desire to be celebrated because you want the approval of others from a place of insecurity is still better than the “pride” of thinking the approval of others is not necessary because you are so much superior; of course, as CS Lewis advises, it’s better to forget about ourself altogether and serve others and the Lord.

That’s how we fight pride. “True humility is not thinking less of yourself; it is thinking of yourself less.” CS Lewis continues, “Do not imagine that if you meet a really humble man he will be what most people call ‘humble’ nowadays: he will not be a sort of greasy, smarmy person, who is always telling you that, of course, he is nobody. Probably all you will think about him is that he seemed a cheerful, intelligent chap who took a real interest in what you said to him.” We need child-like humility with all the wisdom and strength of being an adult. We need the wisdom from God to discern and pull apart what’s sinful pride from ourselves and our broken world from the grace and maturity that we’re given from God. We’re tricked by pride into thinking that being more sophisticated and mature means being more confident in our own wisdom and being more self-reliant. But it takes more wisdom and strength to be humble. How much mental strength does it take for Job to continue worshipping God when everything is taken away from him rather than cursing him and taking life into his own hands? How much wisdom does it take for Moses to defy all conventional wisdom of the day and take the Israelites out of Egypt?

The best illustration of child-like humility being warped by this world comes from the period of transition to adulthood: teenagers. Children are awkwardly transitioning into members of this broken world. They search for a new identity away from their parents. They have a naïve belief that heir limited worldview is superior to their parents’. They seek their own freedom and independence from their parents. They come across new hurts, they become skeptical and less trusting, and their childlike joy becomes filtered through having to adapt to the norms of this broken world.

There’s a relationship between pride and a certain kind of anxiety that I can’t get a clear thought about. Maybe an existential anxiety. But I do know that humility is the antidote. I think the essential nature of pride that puts ourselves in the place of God comes into conflict with a world where we aren’t God. We come short. And the anxiety comes from this tension between our internal states and the outer world. But I think this anxiety helps us return to God, like pain helps us to avoid the hot fire. In perfect humility, there is no existential anxiety. In fact, there is no fear of what comes next. There is true freedom in humility because, in total dependence of God, there is nothing to fear in the next step we take.

Christianity’s P.R. Problem

Christianity has really bad public relations, and I think a lot has to do with the Christian right or Christian conservatives. Again, Christian right is diverse and have internal divides, but I’m generalizing to what the majority or average Christian conservative right and behaves. The Christian right advocate for policies and legislation aligned with their flavor conservative Christian beliefs, like pro-life advocacy and opposition abortions, promoting “traditional” family values and opposing the LGBTQ+, and trying to push their values into education. They also have a kind of puritanical skew of trying to censor media and making the culture less secular. The public sees Christianity as that old conservative religious nut that’s stuck in a bubble of bygone traditions. It’s not a good look.

There’s another weird ideological framework brewing in America among the Christian right [Donald Trump, January 6, Marjorie Taylor Greene]: Christian nationalism. Christian nationalism merges Christianity with national identity, asserting that a nation should be defined by Christian values and that its government should promote those values in laws, policies, and public life. It often implies that Christianity should have a privileged role in shaping the nation’s culture, institutions, and policies. The Christian Right uses Christian Nationalist rhetoric to motivate voters and justify policies by invoking religious heritage and divine purpose. And it’s no surprise it’s making a comeback these days with society becoming more secular and the church losing its power of people. They mobilized voters for conservative political candidates through evangelical churches and advocacy groups, and they’re trying to gain more power. This is starting to sound f-f-f-fascist.

What’s the relationship between fascism and Christian nationalism? Although Christian nationalism and fascism are distinct ideologies, they share authoritarian, exclusionary, and ultranationalist traits.  Recent Christian nationalist movements in the U.S. share authoritarian, nationalistic, and exclusionary rhetoric similar to historical fascist movements. The calls to merge church and state, enforce biblical laws, and view certain demographics as threats echo fascist principles. Fascist regimes historically used religious institutions when it suited their goals, while Christian nationalism seeks to place Christianity at the core of national identity and governance. When Christian nationalist movements adopt authoritarian policies or suppress dissent under the guise of “defending” religious values, they risk moving toward a fascist-like structure, blending religious zeal with political power. Back to the good old days of the medieval times.

Is Christianity committed to conservative positions? Is Christian doctrine inherently bigoted?  No. These views on abortion, gay rights, and purity are based on narrow readings of the bible and these political views have been largely developed by the church and its contrived morality throughout history. We need to look at the cultural influences on biblical interpretation and how this has emerged into a church morality. As a historical text, the Bible is a collection of a lot of different texts with different genres, cultures, histories, and theological perspectives. The biblical canon, as we know it now, didn’t even exist until the fourth century, and a bunch of important people landed on 27 books (pulled out of their historical contexts) and lumped it together to make the new testament (and a bunch of other stuff, the apocryphal books, didn’t make the cut). The complexity increases when theologians and church councils try to extract ethical lessons from it. Obviously there’s going to be a bias towards interpreting texts that correspond to their particular cultural norms and self-interests. 

For example, homosexuality is condemned by a literal reading of Leviticus [insert passages]. But are Christians supposed to be extracting literal ethics from this text that reflects ancient cultural norms, or are they rather supposed to see the context of the literature and find the nuanced principles? Leviticus reflects the legal, moral, and ritual concerns of the ancient Israelites, living in a tribal, agricultural society. Understanding its cultural background helps explain its focus on purity, temple worship, and ancient justice. These laws aimed to distinguish Israel from neighboring pagan cultures by setting strict moral and ritual standards. The lesson isn’t literal, it’s symbolic and allegorical. Purity laws symbolically represent spiritual cleanliness and not just empty physical practices. Leviticus is about God’s covenant with Israel, highlighting the responsibilities of the people in maintaining that relationship through obedience and ritual observance. Look at the spiritual principles behind the rituals, like reverence for the sacred, respect for life, and community justice. Use Leviticus to reflect on ethics, social responsibility, and the meaning of sacred living in a secular world.

We do this all the time for other pieces of literature. For example, take the story of Icarus. Before he was a super smash bros character, he was in a classic Greek myth: Icarus’s father gave him a pair of wings to fly around, but his father said not to fly too close to the sun; of course he does, the wax in the wings melt, and he falls into the sea. Do we read this text literally and extract the rule that “if given a pair of wings, we should not fly too close to the sun”? Or is it a fiction based on the historical context and contains a nuanced principle warning against hubris and the consequences of overreaching without listening to wise counsel.

Other conservative Christian commitments are just a product of historical contingency in the church. The Bible does not explicitly mention abortion, and Christian interpretations have varied historically. The idea of “sexual purity” developed within church tradition, influenced by Greco-Roman ethics and medieval church teachings on sin and virtue. While Christian institutions have historically been associated with bigotry (e.g., racism, colonialism, sexism), they originate from political power struggles and institutional corruption, and nothing in Christian doctrine supports this and likely condemns it. Christian communities have historically driven social reform, including civil rights movements, poverty alleviation, and refugee advocacy.

You might ask: isn’t your interpretation of a more liberal Christianity also just an interpretation, and isn’t it possible that “true” Christianity is really bigoted and you’re just creating a new sect of liberal Christianity? A “new” Christianity like “new” atheism? Maybe, but I’m not doing anything new and just echoing old ideas here. This area of scholarship is called hermeneutics or the theory and methodology of interpretation (or exegesis) of text. Just like any historical text, there are better and worse ways of interpreting them, and what scholars do is argue that this way is better than another. That’s what we’re doing here. The reason most people don’t know about these more nuanced and sophisticated ways of looking at Christianity is that it isn’t what we see around us. Conservative Christians might point to me as a heretic that’s spouting false teachings, that I’m going to hell, and that their approach to Christianity is the right one. But I can only follow what I think is the most true and argue that this interpretive approach to the Bible comes closest to “true” Christianity. I’m probably missing a lot of nuance here, but it’s a YouTube video and there’s only so much theology research I can bare to do sober.

It might be useful to draw an analogy between interpreting the Bible and interpreting, say, the US constitution. One dominant camp of interpreting the constitution, called “originalists”, asserts that the meaning of the U.S. Constitution should be understood based on the intent of its authors or the original public meaning at the time it was written. Like literal interpretations of the bible, we’re supposed to understand the text as a fixed and timeless piece through the lens of the original writer. But even originalists today, while holding onto originalists principles, concede to the development of new precedents or cases that apply the law in different ways; on the other hand, literalists of the bible ignore theological developments and hold that the words are unchanging and divinely inspired. I take this to be an untenable way of reading the Bible. You’re going to end up with absurd literal readings of things, like the world being created in literally seven days, that conflicts with basic understandings of the natural world and scientific progress. You’re also going to be committed to literal pieces of archaic morality that’s situated in an ancient time when survival was difficult, women were property, and civil rights were unheard of.

In Canada, our approach to interpreting the constitution is what’s known as living tree constitutionalism. Surprise, we have a constitution; a lot of Canadians don’t know that we have a constitution from 1867. Living tree constitutionalism is a separate camp from originalist interpretations, and it approaches the constitution as a dynamic and evolving document that must be interpreted in light of contemporary societal values. Like a “living tree”, it can grow and expand gradually. I think this is the right approach to reading the Bible. The core doctrine, or the trunk of the tree, remains in place, but the branches and leaves can grow and change with the times. Obviously, we need some boundary for the core Christian doctrine, and some conservative sentiment of preserving tradition is probably right when it comes to like Mormons or Jehovah’s Witnesses. Although I like their short sleeve dress shirt look.

But the problem with modern Christianity comes from the peripheral debates on political issues that have somehow become central in the church. Christianity needs to separate from politics and Christians need to distance themselves from the Christian right or conservatives. If it wants to engage with the people and make society better, start by focusing on the marginalized like Jesus did. That happens to be the people the Christian Right don’t like right now: the poor, the refugees, the minorities, or the LGBTQ+. What happened to Christians today? What’s wrong with Christians? Why are they like this?

Well, let’s go straight to the source. What’s making Christians? The institution of Christianity. The church. I think Christianity’s bad PR problem begins and ends with the church. Churches have lost their focus, scope, and original purpose. Churches aren’t meant to dive into political issues, nor are they supposed to do all the thinking for Christians for them, nor are they supposed to police a morality to follow. Churches are supposed to guide people to truly follow Jesus. Churches have failed Christians.

And I’m not even talking the obviously bad ones, like the mega churches with millionaire pastors or the ones with sexual scandals. I’m talking about your average church. They led them astray with a focus on a weird church morality instead of focusing on the core teachings of Christianity. Again, church morality is not Christian morality; rather, they’re a weird parasitic mutant of Christian morality. It’s another remnant of medieval churches. There’s a weird hierarchy and power dynamic, and subtle rules and repressions that have continued throughout generations. Like you’re not supposed to swear or have premarital sex, but why are those things put front and center while ignoring things like helping the homeless, victims of sexual abuse, or advocating for the rights of the marginalized? Is it a coincidence that restrictions on foul language has also been emphasized by the morality of the upper class? Or that virginity was historically linked to patriarchal property rights? We saw a history of people coopting church morality for their own agenda.

The church is carrying on historical blunders and not learning from their mistakes. The overemphasis on church morality leads to arrogant, hypocritical, preachy Christians. They’re sheltered from engaging in any real social issues and are fed conservative church ethics. The focus on proselytizing while being sheltered from the rest of society leads to invasive and insensitive and out of touch Christians. The church needs to update its approach to doctrine. I’m seriously not sure how this can be done and what it takes to change a lot of people’s minds. It’s like trying to get somebody who is politically far right to become politically far left.

Maybe education? Start by educating the people in power at the churches and hope it trickles down? There’s certainly a lot of good scholarship out there and information is readily accessible more than ever. But there might be too much information and it’s not the job of pastors or church leaders to be scholars. There’s also the risk that they take the bits and pieces of scholarship, misconstrue it, and use it to reaffirm their established beliefs. It’s common for people not to change their views, and church leaders might see their obtuse commitments to their theological beliefs to be a virtue and fail to ever consider different points of view. They present facile accounts of other religions, ignore the complexities of social issues, and have no nuance when it comes to challenging problems. But it’s not their fault. Partly because of their job and partly because of the dogmatic church morality, they are insulated from much of the secular world and only experience a small slice of it. Maybe it’s not their job to engage with the various issues in the modern world and have a complete answer in a single hour sermon or to radically change the institution of the church and its moral commitments that have survived generations. Maybe more direct education is the answer.

The critique of the church, church goers, and their moral failings is nothing new. We saw Martin Luther and his 95 theses, but there have been several others: Thomas Aquinas (1225–1274) critiqued certain church practices and advocated reason alongside faith. Blaise Pascal (1623–1662) criticized religious hypocrisy within the church while defending Christianity through works like Pensées, emphasizing the limits of reason and the necessity of faith. John Locke (1632–1704) criticized religious intolerance and advocated for the separation of church and state in A Letter Concerning Toleration. Paul Tillich (1886–1965) critiqued traditional religious dogma while seeking to reinterpret Christianity through existential and philosophical frameworks in works like The Courage to Be. Reinhold Niebuhr (1892–1971) criticized both religious idealism and secular liberalism, arguing for a Christian realism that recognizes human sinfulness in politics and society.

But my personal favorite is by a guy named Soren Kierkegaard, a Danish philosopher that lived from 1813-1855. Kierkegaard argued that the institutional church turned Christianity into a bureaucratic system where rituals and dogma replaced authentic faith. In Attack Upon Christendom, he criticized the Danish Lutheran Church for being too entangled with the state and serving societal respectability rather than spiritual transformation. He viewed the clergy as being more concerned with power, social status, and maintaining political control than with guiding people toward experiencing authentic Christianity. He described them as “officials” rather than spiritual leaders, and he accused them of reducing Christianity to a set of rules and moralistic preaching. He argued that church leaders promoted a “Christianity without Christ” and reduced the radical message of Jesus to a set of moral platitudes and political alliances. Kierkegaard emphasized that Jesus Christ was a radical figure who opposed social privilege and hypocrisy. You can see why I like this guy so much. He should have made this video.

Modern Christianity and the church is still the way Kierkegaard describes the churches of his day. It’s become a social club with a touch of spirituality mixed in. People like being a part of crowds and something bigger than themselves. At least that’s what they told me at the AA meetings–it’s sacrament wine, how bad could it be? I’m not going to go into the psychology of the church and religion here; many other people much smarter than me have written so much on that topic. But I worry about how many people these days that call themselves “Christian” are being deluded into a “false” Christianity.

Kierkegaard criticized churches for making Christianity easy and comfortable. He believed that individual faith was at the core of Christianity and that salvation could not be mediated by the church or through external rites. He believed that the church presented faith as a routine, reducing it to weekly attendance, passive acceptance of doctrines, and church membership. He opposed the notion that being “Christian” was merely about cultural identity or following a set of norms. He argued that true Christianity required an existential leap of faith which is like an intense personal commitment to God.

True Christianity, for Kierkegaard, is not about belonging to a church, rather it’s a personal and existential commitment to Christ. True Christianity, requires struggle, risk, and commitment, and it’s characterized by personal suffering, self-denial, and individual responsibility before God. He considered reliance on the church as a way people avoided confronting their spiritual struggles, thus deepening their existential despair. He emphasized the “leap of faith”, where an individual must confront existential despair and make a personal, unconditional commitment to God (beyond rational understanding; Kierkegaard’s philosophy of religion is complicated). Kierkegaard stressed that authentic Christianity is a difficult path requiring radical obedience to God. Apparently about 2.5 billion people around the world call themselves “Christian”, but how many of them are the type of Christian as Kierkegaard describes?

There’s a type of person who calls them Christian that aren’t “really” Christians in this sense, especially from the way they behave. Obviously we can’t know their internal states or what personal issues they struggle with, but I think there’s an intuitive understanding. If I protest and throw slurs at a gay soldier’s funeral and claim I’m a Christian, that seems so far removed from what Jesus would do that you probably wouldn’t call them Christian. That’s one extreme example as an illustration. But there’s another type of Christian that Kierkegaard suggests also aren’t “really” Christian, and there seem to be a lot more of them.

CS Lewis calls them “lukewarm” Christians. You might call them the “Sunday” or “causal” Christian. If Kierkegaard is right, then these people likely aren’t true Christians either because they behave in a way that doesn’t reflect an absolute unconditional commitment to God. They follow the rites and rituals of Christianity, they go through the motions of being a church goer, maybe they’re even better people for following the moral example of Jesus, but they haven’t made the radical leap to fully commit themselves to God. CS Lewis seems to agree with Kierkegaard that true Christianity is all-or-nothing. He writes, “Christianity, if false, is of no importance, and if true, of infinite importance. The only thing it cannot be is moderately important.” Either Christianity it true, there is a God, and your entire world and way of seeing everything is turned upside down because of it, or it’s not true and who cares about some fake religion. I wouldn’t waste my time with Christianity if it wasn’t true. 

But I do think it’s true. And it structures my entire being and gives me a happiness and fulfillment that I can’t explain. And I want other people to have that. But it can’t be done by shoving religion down people’s throats. And people are so off-put by the current state of Christianity that they wont even consider it. Christianity needs to earn trust with the rest of the world.

Stupid Christians and Stupid Atheists

Let me get on my high horse for a second. Modern Christianity in the US is kind of dumb. There’s a small group of academics and scholars saying smart stuff, but the average Christian is probably dumber than the average non-Christian. But, in its defense, most people these days are kind of dumb and there just are a lot of Christians. Think about how smart the average person is, and about half the people are dumber than that. Of course, how smart you are is a product of privilege, education, and being lucky enough to be afforded the time to develop your intellectual capacities. But a lot of people are dumb because they’re lazy. Yet they think they’re morally superior to you. And they’re also not very nice. A lot of these dumb, lazy, self-righteous mean people call themselves Christian. And they make up the institutions of religion, the public perception, and political values that are the face of this warped, mutated leviathan that we call modern Christianity.

Is this whole “self-hating” Christian bit getting old? To be clear, I don’t hate Christianity, I hate Christians and what they’ve done to Christianity. Maybe I’m too conservative for the “so-called” conservative Christians these days. You want to go back to the “good old days”? Me too, let’s go back to the Christian values of the year 30.

You might say that what I’m calling “modern Christianity” is a bit of a strawman or the intellectually weakest version of Christianity. It’s true that there are scholars that have really sophisticated arguments for theism, the metaphysics of God and the universe, or the historical Jesus. But that’s not the Christianity that the two and a half billion people around the world subscribe to. Those abortion protestors aren’t citing Judith Jarvis Thomson; they were told by the church that people are killing babies and they need to go out and stop this evil through showing aborted babies. Personally, it makes me support abortion even more if there’s a chance a baby will end up like those protestors.

It’s the same thing with the average conservative; they aren’t the strongest intellectual representation of conservatives, like the sophisticated political and legal scholars. If you actually read the conservative academic literature or the decisions by conservative supreme court justices, you’ll slippery clever conservative nerd. You side with the racist, gun-toting, red necks, but you sure are the best of them. Anyway, “modern Christianity” is the label I give to popular Christianity or what your average Christian believes. Clearly not the best intellectual representation of Christianity, but from an empirical socio-anthropological perspective, this version of modern Christianity is unfortunately what represents the religion of Christianity today.

Part of the difficulty with the terms here is that religion is hard to define. It’s typically defined as a set of beliefs and practices centered around concepts of the sacred or divine, but how do we fix these beliefs and practices for a particular religion when there’s so much variation within the religion? Is it by what’s widely held? Is it the strongest forms of intellectual argument? Do we make subcategories? There are probably 2-5 major branches in Christianity, but around 50 thousand denominations disagreeing on minor beliefs and practices (again, depending on how we define denominations). The approach I take here when I say “modern” Christianity is just by majority. What do most people in America who call themselves Christian believe and do?

Modern Christianity in the US is an easy targets for edgy internet atheists. “New” atheism gained popularity around 2006 and onward when a bunch of anti-Christian books came out by the “four horseman” of new atheism: Richard Dawkins, Sam Harris, Christopher Hitchens, and Daniel Dennett. They’re anti-Christian or anti-religious in the sense that they see most religions as an overall bad thing. Historically speaking, they have a pretty good point: religious institutions have been a source of violence, intolerance, and dogmatic thinking. But I, along with many others, think their philosophical arguments are really bad. But I totally see where the hostility towards religion is coming from.
 

A lot of people, especially a lot of young people with internet access, grew up with religion, were dragged to church on Sunday mornings, and had a lot of questions you weren’t supposed to ask in the church. What’s the relationship between science and faith? Why does the bible seem so misogynistic, homophobic, or generally archaic? Why is the church telling me I’ll go to hell if I touch myself? There’s a bunch of adults yelling at you and scaring you about hell. People feel betrayed church. Once they leave the church, they feel like they’ve been lied to their entire lives and spent all this time and effort believing in something that wasn’t true. People feel hurt by the church. Having their sexuality repressed, being scolded into a puritan morality, or being forced to stagnate intellectually. I get it, it feels like speaking truth to power because you have this large institution with an evil history, an ancient text that doesn’t make sense, and people with very superficial beliefs at a strict social club that think they’re better than you. This is sounding very colonial and, yes, the church was behind that too. Let’s manifest our destiny, besties. Sorry.

Then you see on the news, and maybe even in your neighborhood, people like the Westboro Baptist church hurling homophobic slurs and claiming to do so as Christians. You see fundamentalists claiming the Bible is a literal textbook and that the universe was made in seven days, evolution is fake, and that science in devil talk. In some places in America, this is all around you and you feel like you’re trapped in a cult. The church, in its best light, can be a source of social cohesion, a positive moral force, and provide people with meaning. In its worse light, it can damage people psychologically, it can make people more bigoted, and it can stunt their intellectual growth.

I think this is why new atheism resonated with so many people. With the rise of the internet, it provided a community for people to share in the hurt and betrayal, like a support group. The four horseman seem like the smart and sophisticated people, and of course you want to be associated with their side rather than the idiots who still believe in fairytales. There’s a satisfaction or feeling of justice in watching the “religious dummy gets owned by facts and logic” compilation. You want to distance yourself as far away from the oppressive religion you grew up with and new atheism is the new identity you can cling to. It’s especially significant for teens and young adults who are still in the process of forming their sense of identity, developing intellectually (maybe for the first time in a critical academic setting like college), and leaving the safety bubble of their parents to see how diverse and vast the world really is.

Atheism is generally on the rise globally and there’s a lot of factors separate from new atheism that are causing this: more education, more individualism and autonomy, and cultural shifts to secular liberal ideologies. New atheism definitely had its impact on millions on people in the 2000s, but now it’s largely died down. But there are still active communities and people who subscribe the to new atheists’ approach to religion. There are a lot of problems with new atheism that led to its weakened influence.

First, their odd hostility and obsession with being anti-religious was cringey to a lot of people, including other atheists. The fedora wearing neckbeard that starts a debate when somebody says “bless you” or ridicules the notion of an afterlife to people who just lost a loved one is just in too poor taste. Even the four horseman seem Islamophobic, culturally insensitive, and just too fixated on the bad parts of religion. There was an ironic dogmatisms forming in new atheist circles where they would be militantly anti-religious and completely dismissive of anything that had to do with religion. And it’s kind of weird to base your entire personality on being anti-religious.

Second, their philosophical arguments are really bad, especially Dawkins and Harris. Obviously I can’t break them down here and others have done a much better job, but the summary is that they don’t really engage in rigorous, academic philosophy of religion and you sort of need to do that if you’re going to make certain philosophical claims or claim to dismiss arguments. Dawkins, he’s a legendary evolutionary biologist and I love his work in this field, but he’s a horrible philosopher–and it makes sense because he’s not a philosopher. Harris also doesn’t really engage with theology or philosophy of religion, and oddly also doesn’t engage with the relevant philosophical scholarship that’s like completely secular, like in morality or philosophy of mind. He also looks like Ben Stiller and I just find him to be the most boring horseman.


Hitchens and Dennett are a bit better (RIP), but they seem to have a different mission. Dennett was my favorite because he was actually a brilliant philosopher of mind and philosopher of science. He doesn’t really engage with philosophy of religion on like whether God exists or not, rather he’s in this camp of people that dismiss religion as a social or psychological phenomenon. Specifically, he looks for the evolutionary roots of religious beliefs and how they emerge as having some survival function. This camp of people don’t really take religious arguments seriously in the first place and they’re more interested in why religion exists at all. Same with Freud who viewed religion as a psychological crutch and belief in god originated from father figure projection. Or Marx who viewed religion as a political tool for coping with social oppressions and economic hardship. Or Nietzsche who viewed religion as a moral tool arising out of  weakness. Or Durkheim who viewed religion as a kind of social glue. All these people don’t care to debate the truth of religion and just dismiss it.

Hitchens was more focused on the social and political harms caused by organized religion throughout history. He was also a really good public speaker and a snarky British guy, like a smarter Ricky Gervais. We already went through all the horrific stuff the Christian church did, so trust me when I say the other popular religions also have a pretty bad history. But it’s a bit of a stretch to say we should get rid of religions altogether because it’s overall a force of bad. People often try to point to all the good that religion did as well, but I’m not sure if it outweighs all the bad it did. So I might agree with Hitchens here in that if we’re doing some utilitarian calculus of all the good vs bad that religion brought into the world, the bad would outweigh the good. But we live in a liberal democracy that affords the freedom of religion. It’s a fundamental right that’s not really appropriate for an utilitarian calculus (or if you had to do it, then the good of having this right probably out weighs all the bad of not having it). Most people, even if they’re not religious, are in support of religious freedom and expression; and, most religious people are in support of a separation of church and state.

I think what’s most important lesson is that the horrific things that religion has done–the terrible people who claim that they’re Christian and claim to be doing the Lord’s work–all these things are irrelevant to the question of whether Christianity is true or not. Just like there are stupid Christians who believe the earth was create in 7 days, there are stupid scientists–PhDs who are anti-vaxxers or think the earth is flat–does that mean all of science is stupid? No, the opinions of a few representative people don’t discount what they represent. I think we all know that bad representatives of a religion–whether it’s a single person, a Westboro Baptist Church, or an entire theocratic institution–doesn’t reflect on the religion. Even if every Christian in the world was a morally perfect force for good and each had PhDs, it still wouldn’t make Christianity any more true or false. The truth or falsity of a claim like, “God exists”, is true or false regardless of whether Christians or the church do bad things or claim some weird things as gospel.

Third reason why new atheism isn’t as popular anymore is that people moved on and people stopped caring. There’s more to life than debating religion with people on the internet, and at a certain point you don’t bother trying to change people’s beliefs. For one, people rarely change their beliefs, and, another, is that it takes so much effort to change people’s beliefs; and, finally, you learn that, outside of the internet, normal people don’t really care if you’re an atheist or what you believe in. You don’t win friends talking about Bertrand Russell or the cosmological argument.

There’s an apathy or ennui with all things religious. Maybe it has to do with postmodern values. Maybe we’re all just jaded from all the institutions, politics, denominations, religions, and there’s an informational overload. They all seem to be doing something spiritual or something, maybe they all probably are the same and all truths lead to the same place or something. Why would I engage with all this stress and complexity? My life is fine without more work into apologetics, biblical scholarship, or brain hurting philosophy. I’m barely surviving a full work day, so I really don’t have it in me to add another problem in my life. If it makes you happy, sure, I’m open to the existence of God; but I don’t know, I’m an agnostic, or an apathetic agnostic.

But there’s some need for spirituality these days… There’s a functional argument for religion like many secular scholars suggest, but it has nothing to do with truth or meaning. It has to do with making your life easier. And whatever meaning based things seems to always end up kind of cult like. It’s serving cult.

But I agree with the neckbeards on the point that whether Christianity is true or not is a question worth asking and investigating. As a Christian, I think it’s the single most important question, but I’m not here to proselytize. What I’m here to do here is to argue that people have not seriously considered whether Christian is true or not because people don’t know what Christianity really is. You’ve been fed what Christianity is as an institutional religion. You’ve been fed Christian nationalism, puritanical church values, and a corrupted version of so-called modern Christianity. It’s what I’m calling groups like evangelicals or Roman Catholics in the U.S., and I’m lumping in a lot of people together for simplicity. The institution of the church, the people, or “modern” popular forms of Christianity, I am arguing, is not really Christianity. True Christianity follows Jesus Christ and “modern” Christianity is so inconsistent with the life and teachings of Jesus Christ that it can’t possibly reflect the “Christianity”, the “little or follower of Christ” that emerged around 30AD.

Are you just making a new sect and claiming this is what “true” Christianity is? I’m not trying to define doctrine or solve theological problems. I’m returning to what CS Lewis calls “mere” Christianity. The bare bones of what Christianity is and the minimal things you need to believe and behave like to be a Christian. To follow and be like Jesus.

Why should you care about finding the “true” Christianity and weeding through the bad PR of modern Christianity? Who cares? I know who I am, my life is fine, and my schedule can’t fit an abstruse philosophical exploration into the truth of religion. Totally fair, but here I want to suggest something like Pascal’s wager, because I love gambling: [matrix]

You take the red pill: you try to investigate what “true” Christianity is. First scenario, you find out it’s a lie and worst case scenario is that you wasted some time learning about the true depths of one of the world’s most influential religions; you go on with your life a bit more educated, but we’re all going to die anyway. Second scenario, you find out true Christianity is pretty legit. Your whole view on the universe is turned upside down by the notion of a personal God existing, forming a relationship with this God through this historical figure named Jesus Christ, and having eternal life and meaning pursuing this truth.

You take the blue pill: you don’t investigate what “true” Christianity is. You go on with your life and what you think Christianity is through the lens of “modern” Christians or critiques of them, and trust that these secondhand accounts is all there is to this religion call Christianity. If Christianity does turn out to be true, you missed the boat because you couldn’t be bothered. You stay in your bubble of undeveloped philosophical views of the universe, meaning in life, and everything else through bits and pieces of media that you consume. The popular post modern view is that we’re all going to die anyway, life is meaningless so make up some meaning for your life to kill time, and try to have a good time with other people.

I’m wording it in a very leading and bias way because the matrix would have been really boring if Neo took the blue pill. I know, we’re all busy, and your schedule can’t fit in an inquiry into a radical existential transformation. But please consider this route before going into some weird hippy spirituality self-help journey or telling the universe positive affirmations or, worse, astrology (ugh, red flag).

If you’re a Christian and still watching… are you mad at me? Listen, I can’t say anything about the relationship between you and God. But you have to be careful about conflating church morality with Christian morality; they are not the same and you need to do the work in finding out how to follow the teachings of Jesus and the ethical values that flow out of it. You call yourself Christian, but that’s not enough; you also need to find out what “true” Christianity and be better at exemplifying Jesus to the world. 

People don’t trust Christians to be like Jesus anymore. There are too many historical failures, there are too many bad representatives, there are too many bad relationships the church, and people get on guard if they hear you’re Christian like you’re Ned Flanders. Christianity has a PR problem.

The History of the Christian Right

Christianity started as a cool club where some outsider thought it was an incestuous sex cult (the communal meals were thought to be orgies and “brother”/”sister” language was thought to be incestuous) that practiced cannibalism (eucharist) and witchcraft (miracles, healings, and rejecting mainstream pagan religions). They really were political rebels and social justice warriors though. Anyway, somewhere along the way they became a lot more like your conservative uncle Sam.

Let’s look at the brief history. Look, I know history class sucked, and my therapist says I need to stop dwelling on the past, but Christianity is like two thousand years and a lot of stuff has happened since then.

Christianity began as a small Jewish sect that centered around the teachings of Jesus. His followers claimed he was the Messiah prophesied in Jewish scriptures and that he was the Son of God and that he did miracles and a bunch of other stuff — go look it up, it’s a pretty big deal now. Anyway, the Jews–I’m saying that as a technical historical term–and Romans weren’t happy about these Jesus freaks.

The Roman empire worshipped and was tolerant of multiple gods, but they blended religion with politics and wanted conquered people to participate in the imperial cult as a sign of loyalty which sometimes worshipped emperors as divine figures. What cool people: Ladies, ask your boyfriend how often they think about the Roman empire… then break up with him for it not being enough (up your standards, ladies). Christians, along with other Jews during that time, who refused to participate and show loyalty to Rome were sometimes persecuted by Rome. The Romans didn’t care which god or gods you worshipped–especially since there were so many different ones from conquering different people–as long as you showed loyalty to Rome by participating in their rituals and worshipping their authority figures. I know Rome is starting to sound like modern day America, and maybe we’re in for a similar fall of civilization soon–which, on the plus side, means you don’t have to go to work tomorrow.

On the Jewish side, although Christianity arose as a Jewish sect that was a part of the Jewish community, the Jewish leaders of the time rejected the Christian claim that Jesus was the Messiah. Jesus didn’t fulfill the traditional Messianic expectations like restoring Israel’s political independence or establishing God’s eternal kingdom on Earth. Jesus and other early Christians preached new interpretations of Jewish scripture (now, the Old Testament), and this led to more tensions with the Jewish religious system. The Jewish leaders believed these Christ followers were misinterpreting Jewish scripture, rebelling from Jewish order, and stealing Jewish followers with this misinformation. This led Jewish communities to distance themselves from this new sect that followed Christ. It’s like what Christians today do to Mormons or Jehovah’s witnesses.

But both traditional Jews and Christ followers were still just trying to survive under Roman rule and both were being persecuted by Romans for not following the Roman imperial cult. The Jewish diaspora and its relationship to early Christianity was complex and varied by regions, but some Jewish communities would report Christians to Roman officials, like Omar in The Wire working with the cops. But despite the common idea that Jewish people persecuted Christians, the Jewish community wasn’t in a position of absolute power to have a systematic organized persecution of Christians. It was more like throwing shade and jumping them if they came on their turf.

Anyway, after Jesus was crucified, it was cool to be Christian at this time. Super edgy, super underground. This all changed with a guy named Constantine the Great (I love titles, but they’d probably call me Daniel the Mediocre or Daniel the Anxious and Forgettable). Constantine was an emperor of the Roman Empire and was feuding with another emperor Maxentius, and they fought it out in 312AD in the Battle of the Milvian Bridge. The night before the battle, Constantine saw the first two letters of Christ in Greek and was told the words “in this sign, you will conquer”. Maxentius was reading The Secret and putting positive vibes out into the world that he’ll win. Anyway, Constantine won this battle and attributed his victory to Christianity and became the undisputed ruler of the Western Roman empire.

Before Constantine’s reign, Christianity was still being persecuted in the Roman empire, especially during the reigns of Nero, Decius, and Diocletian. The Great Persecution (303-311 AD) under Diocletian was particularly severe, targeting Christian leaders, confiscating religious texts, and forcing Christians to sacrifice to Roman gods. Christianity then was like critical race theory now: people don’t really understand it, people who do understand it think “what’s the big deal”, and politicians want it to go away. But the Christian population was growing, and Constantine came into power and wanted to aligned himself with this population. So Constantine, along with co-emperor Licinius (who ruled the eastern portion), issued the Edict of Milan, which legalized Christianity and allowed religious freedom in the Roman Empire.

Christianity in the Roman empire grew significantly, but it was divided by theological disputes, especially concerning the nature of Jesus Christ’s divinity. Was Jesus God? Was he just a human? [what if god was one of us] The primary controversy involved Arianism (not Aryanism!), a doctrine promoted by Arius, a priest from Alexandria. He argued that Jesus Christ was created by God the Father and therefore not co-eternal or equal in divinity. This belief clashed with the traditional Christian view that Jesus was fully divine and eternally one with God. The dispute threatened church unity, so Constantine (a recent convert and played by Keanu Reeves) intervened.

So he put together a committee, or council–I don’t know what the difference is. Anyway, this PTA meeting, or the “Council of Nicaea” declared Arius heretical and affirmed that Jesus Christ is “of the same substance” (homoousios) as God the Father. The council also produced the Nicene Creed, a formal statement of Christian belief that outlined the divine nature of Jesus Christ and His relationship with God the Father. They also established a uniform date for the celebration of Easter, separating it from the Jewish Passover. And some other administrative stuff for church governance and dispute resolution. But the big deal here was the Nicene Creed, which became the basis for Christian orthodoxy and remains a central statement of faith in many Christian denominations. And this council was a big deal because it involved the Roman emperor in church matters: the council solidified the alliance between the church and the Roman state, a relationship that shaped medieval European history in really weird ways (and this shaped the rest of history). Church and state: super toxic couple.

The fall of the Roman empire (476 AD) is usually how historians mark the beginning of the Middle Ages in Europe. Europe was super disorganized but the Catholic Church, with all its administrative framework centered in Rome, became the daddy figure telling everyone to clean their rooms [Jordan Peterson]. The Bishop of Rome, or the Pope, gradually gained influence as both a spiritual and political leader. During this time, the church was viewed as the ultimate source of spiritual authority, representing God’s will on Earth. By receiving coronation and blessings from the Pope or bishops, political rulers could claim their authority was God-given. What strange medieval rhetoric right?

This idea of getting the church’s blessing became institutionalized as the “Divine Right of Kings,” which said that monarchs ruled by divine approval and were accountable only to God. Very authoritarian, very dom. The social structure was also based on the church’s endorsement of the feudal system; surprise, they also said this was divinely ordained. Lords, vassals, and serfs were expected to accept their positions as part of God’s plan. Started form the bottom, and you need to stay there because that’s God’s plan. It was a miserable time, unless you were rich man. [Again, like the good old USA. Woooo, history repeats itself…] And the church reinforced patriarchal structures, placing men at the top of the social and familial hierarchy.

The church had a lot of social power, but it lacked military power, so they relied on political rulers for protection against invasions, particularly from Vikings, Muslims, and Magyars. In return for religious legitimacy, rulers gifted vast amounts of land to the church and made the church one of the largest landholders in Europe. The church got even richer by legally mandating tithes (a 10% tax on income) from the population. The kings also allowed church officials to serve as judges and advisors, merging secular and canon law. The church got super powerful: at around 800AD, Pope Leo III crowned Charlemagne which meant that popes legitimized emperors and that papal authority was superior to secular power. Not technically a theocracy, but pretty damn close.

Kings and emperors frequently led Crusades (1096-1291) sanctioned by the Pope, which were a series of religiously sanctioned military campaigns aimed at reclaiming the Holy Land from Muslim rule. It was framed as a holy mission, but they massacred Jews, Muslims, and even some Christians. Entire populations were slaughtered and the people doing the slaughtering were promised spiritual rewards. This religious extremism wasn’t only rampant, it was the dominant social power. Heretics were tortured and executed; there were a number of “inquisitions”, where the church established formal inquisitorial tribunals to investigate, try, and punish individuals suspected of heresy. Witch hunts, suppression of science, (they persecuted Galileo for heliocentrism), abuse of power in the church, anti-Semitism anti-Semitism, abuse, and financial corruption in the church.

Everything changed when… [the fire nation attacked] Martin Luther published the 95 Theses in 1517, criticizing Church practices, which legend says he nailed to the door of a church like some passive aggressive roommate. The Protestant Reformation emerged as a reaction to perceived corruption and doctrinal abuses within the Catholic Church, including: indulgences (sale of forgiveness for sins), clerical corruption (priests and bishops were criticized for immorality and greed), and lack of scriptural access (the Bible was in Latin). He advocated justification by faith alone (sola fide) and scripture alone (sola scriptura). Luther denounced the corruption and greed within the Church hierarchy and questioned the Pope’s authority to forgive sins. Luther’s ideas spread rapidly due to the printing press, making his writings widely accessible across Europe. He pissed off a lot of people who benefited from religion, like those megachurch pastors today, but he made Christianity cool again. While in hiding at Wartburg Castle, Luther translated the New Testament into German, making Scripture accessible to ordinary people.

Another big play in the Protestant Reformation [against those filthy Catholics] was John Calvin (1509–1564). He developed Calvinism, which is sort of weird now. It emphasized predestination (the belief that God determines salvation) and strict moral discipline. Calvin created a Presbyterian system of church governance involving elders (presbyters) and pastors, emphasizing collective leadership rather than a single powerful bishop or pope. Calvin refined and systematized Protestant theology, making it intellectually rigorous and institutionally sustainable. But he contributed to the weird stuff in churches today. He established a religiously governed state in Geneva which influenced later Puritan movements. Geneva’s Consistory enforced moral discipline by punishing fun stuff, like swearing, gambling, and drunkenness. His emphasis on hard work, discipline, and stewardship influenced the development of capitalist economies, especially in Protestant-majority countries. Ever heard of the Protestant work ethic? You have this guy to thank.

The Reformation weakened the Church’s political power, leading to the eventual separation of religious and secular authority. We then move to the Enlightenment, an intellectual movement that emerged in the 17th and 18th centuries, emphasizing reason, science, individual liberty, and secular governance. Many philosophers argued that government should be free from religious influence, and they supported crazy ideas of human rights, equality, and personal liberties. Intellectuals questioned monarchies, feudal hierarchies, and religious orthodoxy. They valued reason, empirical evidence, and scientific inquiry over religious dogma, and it further undermined the traditional approaches of the church.

Coffee had an interesting role here. Before coffee’s arrival in Europe, beer and wine were common drinks, even during the day because clean drinking water wasn’t readily available. Caffeine, a stimulant, promoted long discussions and enabled more intense intellectual work compared to the drowsy effects of alcohol. Coffeehouses were often called “penny universities” because entry cost only a penny, yet patrons could engage in scholarly conversations on philosophy, politics, science, and art. Major European cities like London, Paris, and Vienna became hotspots for intellectual debates due to the rise of coffeehouses. These days, if a stranger approaches me at a café, I’d sooner throw my scalding hot coffee at them than engage them in a debate.

Churches across Europe, especially the Catholic Church, condemned Enlightenment principles as dangerous to religious orthodoxy and social stability. They didn’t want to give up the idea that the pope was right about everything and the church is where you get your education and morality. That’s crazy. One pope was like, “Stay celibate and no mistresses. Except if you’re me. God said it’s fine if I do. I would know, I’m the pope.” [sound like Jim Gaffigan]

Some thinkers defended the church. Edmund Burke, for example, said the church were stabilizing forces and defended feudal ideas of inheritance, property rights, and tradition. He wasn’t big on change. Which makes sense since he’s regarded as the father of modern conservativism and went on to influence Churchill, Raegan, and Thatcher.

Into the 19th century (the 1800s; I always get that confused), Enlightenment ideas and scientific discoveries, such as Darwin’s theory of evolution, weakened the Church’s influence on public life. The Church sought control over education to counter growing secular influences in schools, especially in Protestant communities where Sunday schools educated the working class in both religion and literacy. 

As timed went on, more people moved from rural communities to industrial cities and this disrupted traditional family life. Churches wanted to stop changing the traditional family structure because they thought it was the foundation of a good society. The church wanted to keep the nuclear family of the man as the breadwinners and women as moral guardians of the home. No divorce, contraception, or *cough* alternative family structures. Remember, in the medieval period, the Church’s endorsement of a divinely ordained social order and patriarchal family structures instilled the notion that moral authority came from above—both from God and His earthly representatives. For centuries, these beliefs filtered down into the cultural fabric of many Western societies, and blended with emerging national and cultural identities.

In the 20th century, Christian conservatism grew in response to cultural changes like secularism, feminism, and civil rights movements. Issues like abortion, school prayer, and LGBTQ+ rights became central conservative causes in the 60s. In the 70s, the Religious Right emerged as a politically active coalition of evangelical Protestants, conservative Catholics, and fundamentalist Christians. Their goal was to restore traditional Christian values through political means, especially by influencing U.S. policy through the Republican Party. After Engel v. Vitale (1962), which banned school-led prayer, Christian conservatives campaigned to restore religious activities in public schools. Groups like Focus on the Family and Family Research Council led campaigns to preserve traditional marriage and restrict LGBTQ+ representation in public life. Roe v. Wade (1973), the Supreme Court’s ruling legalizing abortion, had conservative Christians frame abortion as a moral and religious issue, campaigning for its reversal and supporting pro-life candidates. By the 1980 election, Ronald Reagan successfully united economic conservatives with Christian conservatives and secured overwhelming evangelical support. Reagan’s presidency marked the peak of the Religious Right’s influence. For now…

We’re now into the 21st century, but we see a history of the relationship between church and state. How authorities in politics and the church have used Christianity to seize power and resources from the people using a subtle tactic: moral influence. The idea that church morality is God’s word and God’s power, not just the words of some power hungry religious and political demagogue. The church morality instituted social structures, like the nuclear family, that made sure that church morality will be enforced and they’ll stay in power. When the social structures weakened, church morality turned to regain power through politics and conservative ideologies. 

These days, internal divisions, changing cultural values, and declining church attendance has weakened church morality and its power. Younger generations tend to be more socially liberal, and as countries become more interconnected, global activism on issues like human rights, gender equality, and climate change. Church morality is still pervasive among conservative Christians, but it’s lost its grip on the rest of the culture. 

Modern Christianity in the US has gone back to the middle ages. Mega churches going back to prosperity gospels, politicians coopting conservative church morality for power, and church goers that don’t know the first thing about being like Jesus.

The 9-5 Lie

 I did everything right. I did well in school and spent countless nights sacrificing sleep, partying, and fun and I was promised it would off on the other side. I got the corporate 9-5, but I spend all my time commuting, getting ready for work, and I really only have a couple of hours to yourself on the weekdays unless I want to punish myself tomorrow and sacrifice sleep. Which I keep doing, but even with a full night’s sleep, I’m still tired all the time. I spend every weekend catching up on chores and being too tired to enjoy my hobbies. There’s no end to this in sight. My “Sunday scaries” are turning into a daily dread of going into work, everyday is meaningless, and, honestly, I’m on the edge of a mental breakdown. Is this just adult life?

You probably resonate with at least some of this. And there’s a lot to unpack here. There’s the social pressures of following a traditional, risk adverse route to a career: get some education, find a stable job, raise a family- something-something-something for 40 years,–nd maybe you can retire, enjoy your hobbies for a few years while your body rots, and then die.

There’s the financial pressures of working full-time and still not being able to afford luxuries or even the bare necessities and living paycheck to paycheck. Unless you’re getting a sizable inheritance, the average young adult is not buying a house on their salary. Then there’s the pressure of the job itself: you’re there like your entire day, the majority of it is boring nonsense, and it’s like a dull stream of constant stress. You’re tired all the time–not just physically, but emotionally–your entire soul is tired.

And of course you’re tired: you’re doing something that you don’t like for the whole day. Of course you’re bored: you have no time or money for stuff you actually like doing. Of course you’re anxious: you feel trapped in this cycle and everybody is telling you this is normal and to suck it up like an adult. Of course you’re depressed: you’ll never have the life that the 1% get to live and you have to do this meaningless work for the next 40 years.

History of work, hustle culture, and reactions

In August 14, 2013, Doreen Ford created a subreddit /r/antiwork which criticized modern work and eventually grew to, as of making this video, 2.8 million members. Unfortunately, in 2022, Ford had an interview with Fox News’ Jesse Watters that went, oh, not so great. Antiwork is a leftist movement and an interview on Fox was bound to be contentious. And it’s a big moment for this internet movement: it’s an opportunity to introduce millions of people–a general audience that likely isn’t on the internet much and certainly doesn’t hang around leftist groups–to be introduced and be convinced of this movement. Doreen Ford is a trans woman with no media training and seemingly very little preparation. The interview reinforced a lot of prejudices about anti-work: they’re a bunch of weird internet kids whining about working because they’re lazy, entitled, and haven’t worked hard for anything in their life. Isn’t it interesting how political movements can lose their legitimacy so fast if they’re seen as cringe? Like fedora wearing neckbeards and new atheism, or JD Vance having sex with a couch and conservatives getting called weird. We should get like furry sleeper agents to infiltrate hate groups to make them cringe.

Anyway, despite the poor public launch, the anti-work subreddit clearly resonates with a lot of people. Something is going wrong with modern work, and more and more people are unhappy. These people aren’t lazy or entitle or delusion; they’re the working class and they have legitimate criticisms. The U.S. has a lot of wage stagnation, high job turnover, and job insecurity. People have abuses bosses, long hours for low pay, and toxic work environments. Jobs have weird corporate cultures, are devoid of meaning, and leave us no time or energy to live the rest of our lives. You can always say it could be worse: there are always people working more for less and being oppressed even more. Or you can stick your head in the sand and say that’s just how work is: work is work; it’s not fun. But work is such a fundamental part of people’s lives that it’s probably worth looking into these issues. There seems to be something broken with work in the modern world that’s making a lot of people unhappy. 

How did we get here? Here’s a super short history: in the 17th, 18th, and 19th century, a bunch of nerds hopped up on coffee started making governments more stable, which led to more stable economies. This was the enlightenment. More free time and smarter people led to cool machines like the steam engine, the spinning jenny, and the power loom. These machines sped up production and this led to the Industrial Revolution. The people factories worked long hours because of some protestant work ethic or catholic guilt, and this led to a rise in capitalist ideologies of linking personal worth to productivity and economic output. Hashtag grind, hashtag no days off, hashtag money. Economics boomer and people got rich, and in the 20th century, there was a rise in the U.S. American dream of rags-to-riches stories to further perpetuate productivity. But most industrial jobs were working long hours and often six/seven days a week, and people weren’t too happy with this, so labor movements arose with unions and workers’ rights advocates. There was a global labor movement advocating for “8 hours for work, 8 hours for rest, and 8 hours for recreation,” but a key figure was the original pick-up truck douchebag, Henry Ford. In 1926, he implemented the 9-5 and 5 days a week approach. Like most corporate acts of charity, it was really for selfish reasons: he wanted his workers to be more productive and he thought maybe giving them rest would do that, and he thought giving them leisure time would mean they would buy more his cars, and he finally wanted to shut up those pesky labor movement people. Capitalism at its finest.

Then the war happened, people came back traumatized, and there was a focus on consumerism and using work to buy nice things. The peaceful suburban life made these former soldiers loyal to companies and they defined their new identities as company men. They passed on this norm of work and stability, along with their unresolved war trauma, to their boomer children, who kept the gears of capitalism turning and reaped the benefits of buying houses for like a dollar, pay student debt by washing dishes, and get a job by shaking the hands of a random CEO. But capitalism peaked, then got worse and worse as it entered into its late stages.

Now we have hustle culture amplified by social media. Being more productive means getting ahead, getting more money, and getting head. You need to work beyond your 9-5; you want to break free from the 9-5, then the key is more work. You don’t like your job, work harder and more to get another? Want more free time? Work more to get it. The hustle culture feeds on feelings of jealousy, anxiety, and loneliness by presenting curated feeds that create unrealistic life expectations and FOMO. It deepens polarization and misinformation, pushing users into little bubbles to be radicalized. The addictive design of social media, driven by constant notifications, results in a loss of time and agency, where users consume content out of habit rather than genuine desire. We’re addicted to the idea that more work will make us successful. But all more work has done is made us burnt out, depressed, and anxious…

Then a global pandemic hit. It was scary, especially when everybody was sent home for lockdown and nobody knew what was going on, but it gave every stressed out worker a break from work. It gave them a chance to think about their life, their career, and what they want out of life, which was bad news for the employers who are hoping to keep you so busy and tired that you don’t think about these things. During COVID, in early 2021, people started to voluntarily resign from their jobs, which  Anthony Klotz coined  as the “Great Resignation.” The highest number of resignations came from millennials and Gen Z. It was beautiful, like a good old labor strike, it was a mass protest against burnout and modern work culture.

Unfortunately, the gears of capitalism keep turning. The people who quit  struggled to find better jobs. The boom in automation and AI has led to replacing workers to reduce labor costs. But even after COVID, there was more hybrid work but jobs still sucked. I’m sure social media and modern isolation are huge factors, but the modern work culture does so much to aggravate mental illness. The stress, the lack of time to sleep, exercise, eat right, or see a therapist, the substance use to cope, and the financial pressures of trying to survive on a tiny salary. 

In China, around the time of the Great Resignation and tang ping began in April 2021. It’s a Chinese slang term called “tang ping” or “lying flat”. Tang ping began with  an internet post by Luo Huazhong: essentially quit his dead end job, spent his time cycling, reading philosophy, and doing odd jobs to survive.  China’s work culture is even worse: they have the 996, which is a norm where you work from 9AM to 9PM, 6 days a week–it’s technically illegal, but who’s really scolding companies in China for working too hard? Tang ping means lowering your professional and economic ambitions to just live a simple life to meet essential needs and prioritize psychological health. This inspired another movement in the US: quiet quitting.

Quiet quitting is such an interesting phenomenon. You can’t resign the job because you need money, so maybe the next best thing is to do the bare minimum at the job. No going above and beyond, no volunteering for more work; set your boundaries and just do the minimum to stay employed, then enjoy the rest of your life. Quiet quitting falls under a larger category called “work-to-rule”, which is a kind of strike tactic without actually striking.

The Italians called it, “sciopera biano” or “white strike” where employees do the bare minimum in their contract and be super petty about following rules to waste time. Hot Autumn (1969-1970), or hot Italian boy fall, Italy had factory workers using this tactic and they would insist on wearing full protective gear and conducting every single safety inspection; if you’ve ever worked in a factory, people skip a lot of safety stuff unless it’s really dangerous, because it takes forever if you did everything by the book. They would take breaks and leave their station exactly when their shift ended which caused incomplete products to pile up on the production line. They would make sure every piece of paperwork was perfectly documented and completed at the slowed possible rate to create backlog. They would point out the smallest defects and log minor issues. They weaponized the bureaucracy.

It’s a form of malicious compliance, or complying with order knowing it will have negative results. I personally love hearing these stories, so here are some more. Austrian postal workers normally accept without weighing all items that are obviously not overweight, but, during a dispute, they took every piece of mail, weighed it, and took it back; by the second day, their office was crammed with unweighted mail. French air traffic controllers started filing mandatory weather reports every few minutes, following outdated regulations to the letter; it caused air traffic control systems to be overwhelmed with weather updates, delaying flights, and pilots sarcastically thanked controllers for keeping them “informed about every cloud in the sky.” Postal workers in Canada walked their delivery routes at a literal “walking pace,” sticking to health and safety rules about avoiding running or overexerting themselves. Firefighters protesting budget cuts in the US drove fire trucks to all official duties, including grocery shopping or picking up takeout for the firehouse; they argued that they needed to “always be prepared” in case of an emergency.

Critiques of labor

Why exactly does modern work suck so much? By “work”, I mean the dirty work that we often have to do to trade time for money to survive: the employment, the jobs, the careers, or whatever common sense notion you want to use.

Maybe it’s the working conditions. On the grand scheme, the 9-5 corporate work environment isn’t so bad, right? It’s safer than working in a mine, it’s less physically demanding than a sweatshop, but we said we’re not going to play the game of comparison here because somebody is always going to have it work. Working in a tiny office or cubical for most of the waking day in a chair in front of a computer is not great for your body and mind. Your job also isn’t secure and maybe AI will replace you one day. If you’re a minority group, you’ll probably face discriminations and micro aggressions in the work place. Even if you’re not, you might not have a lot of upward growth unless you switch jobs. You also have to deal with office politics, management, and the constant surveillance and scrutiny.  You also don’t get paid a lot and wages have stagnated for a while.

Let’s focus on the money point for a bit. There’s a term called “wage slavery” which critiques the systemic exploitation inherent in wage-based employment, emphasizing the dependence of workers on wages for survival. You can’t really quit your job or else you’ll be homeless and hungry. It’s not really a fair choice and there’s unequal bargaining power between employers and workers. “Slavery” is a charged word, but it’s been an idea since antiquity; Cicero, for instance, likened wage labor to a form of servitude, emphasizing its restrictive and dehumanizing nature. We’re under the persistent threat of poverty, so we have really little control over our work conditions.

We’re not farmers anymore, the original entrepreneurs, that can grow their own food; we’re dependent on large corporations to give us money to buy food. We have to obey their rules of “professionalism” and obey their schedule and ensure we prioritize their goals over our own families, hobbies, and freedom. Friedrich Nietzsche critiqued the glorification of relentless work for obstructing personal development and reason, and he described work as a mechanism that “keeps everybody in harness and powerfully obstructs the development of reason, of covetousness, of the desire for independence.” I like to sprinkle in Nietzsche to connect with the youth.

Unlike chattel slavery, wage labor offers the illusion of freedom that we choose our employment. But this “freedom” is really picking which master to work for or else we go homeless and hungry.  Frédéric Lordon, in Willing Slaves of Capital,  argues that individuals often internalize organizational goals at the expense of their own desires, effectively surrendering their autonomy to the economic system. This surrender reflects a psychological compartmentalization, where workers become “willing slaves,” aligned with goals not originally their own. We become tools, corporate drones, our work persona takes over.

In Dan Erickson’s Severance, we’re introduced to the employees of Lumon Industries who perform a sci-fi brain procedure called “severance” that divides the employee’s consciousness into two: the innie and the outie. The innie is the employee with all their memories erase, so they have a new person entirely that exists only within the workplace and has no memory of life outside. The outie is the normal person before the procedure that lives life outside and knows nothing about what happens in the job. Every time the outie goes to work, the innie activates in the elevator. It’s a split consciousness: to the innie, life is always work; to the outie, life is outside of work. If you’re somebody like John Locke, who believes your personal identity or what makes you who you are, is tied to your memories, then this procedure essentially makes two people sharing one body.

This show dives into the concept of wage slavery and the innie and outie is a metaphor for the extreme psychological compartmentalization and alienation workers feel in the corporate environment. The innies exist to serve their employers and work all the time, and they’re essentially enslaved by their outies to do so; the innies have no lives, no autonomy, or personal development. The work that they do is also obscure and mundane, and they’re essentially tortured if they are disobedient.

The innies are told they can cancel the procedure if the outie agrees to it. But the choice is illusory. One of the innies tries to do this, but the outie refuses. The outie needs the innie to continue working to ensure that the outies can keep living, succeeding, and coping in the outside world. The innie grows contemptuous of the outie; with no memories of the outside culture of capitalism or the outie’s perspective on prioritizing economic progress, the innie can’t fathom the idea of being subjugated or that anything would be worth giving up freedom and autonomy.

There’s a fragmentation of our identity in the modern corporate workplace. I can’t be myself, I can’t spend time with the people I really want to, and I don’t care about increasing shareholder profit or making the company clients happy. Some workplaces are so awful that I really feel like I need to disassociate myself as soon as I enter work. I have to be this amiable, professional, instrument representing the face of the company, and it’s so far from who I actually am that I have to suppress my actual self for most of my waking life.

Ok, therapy session over. “Upon request, I can also perform a hug.” Maybe it’s not the work conditions that suck, maybe the problem is with the work itself. David Graeber’s Bullshit Jobs: A Theory critically explores the emergence and persistence of seemingly purposeless jobs within contemporary economies. He defines a “bullshit job” as a type of employment so devoid of meaningful contribution that even those performing the job struggle to justify its existence, yet feel compelled to maintain the pretense of its necessity. Graeber identifies five distinct categories of such jobs. The first, “flunkies,” encompasses positions that exist primarily to bolster the appearance of importance for others, such as receptionists with no substantive responsibilities. The second, “goons,” refers to roles that involve aggressive or adversarial functions, such as lobbyists or corporate lawyers, whose work often prioritizes conflict over constructive outcomes. “Duct tapers” are employees who temporarily resolve systemic inefficiencies without addressing their root causes, highlighting the wastefulness of temporary fixes. The fourth category, “box tickers,” includes roles that give the illusion of productivity through meaningless paperwork or reporting. Finally, “taskmasters” are managers whose primary function is overseeing others, often in ways that are unnecessary or counterproductive. Graeber attributes the proliferation of such roles to what he terms “managerial feudalism,” where organizational hierarchies expand not to increase productivity but to bolster power structures. This expansion, he argues, contributes to widespread dissatisfaction and psychological distress among workers who sense the futility of their roles. The psychological toll of performing a job perceived as purposeless includes heightened stress, depression, and alienation, as employees grapple with a lack of fulfillment and autonomy.

Maybe AI will get rid of these bullshit jobs. Or maybe capitalism will get rid of these inefficiencies over time. Or maybe we’re stuck with these bullshit jobs until they’re removed one by one like an appendix. I think the biggest tragedy of these bullshit jobs is that people spend their entire lives working at them without meaning or purpose. What a waste of a life. Even worse are the people who know their jobs are bullshit and have to deal with the existential misery of pushing that boulder up the hill everyday. At least the blissfully ignorant self-important bullshit employee believes they have some purpose. The ones who know better are seriously trapped in an airconditioned, neon lit hell. 

Ok, maybe it’s not the working conditions or the work itself; maybe work in general is just a bad thing for humans. The critique of work as a cultural and economic construct challenges deeply rooted assumptions about its role in human flourishing. In The Right to Be Lazy, Lafargue argues that labor or work is a source of alienation and degradation. Drawing inspiration from ancient Greek ideals, where labor was relegated to slaves while free citizens pursued intellectual and leisurely activities, Lafargue contends that modern workers have been indoctrinated into valuing work at the expense of their well-being. Thinkers in this camp highlight the capacity of work to erode autonomy and joy, advocating for a cultural shift toward pleasure and self-determination over productivity. Conceiving of ourselves primarily as workers leads to a sort of instrumental stance on ourselves and other human agents, in which we come to view ourselves purely as resources for production or sites of consumption. The philosophical roots of this critique stretch back to the Cynics of ancient Greece, with figures like Diogenes of Sinope rejecting societal norms that equated human worth with material achievement or labor.

Bertrand Russell’s In Praise of Idleness argues that societal progress is rooted not in relentless labor but in the cultivation of leisure. Leisure is different from work because you enjoy it for the value it brings to you and not some objective value. You can’t hire somebody to generate that value. You have to be the one to watch the movie, go for a walk, or whatever. The veneration of work has eroded our appreciation of the value of leisure and idleness. The social cachet of work may end up warping our moral relationship to ourselves, treating ourselves not as intrinsically valuable but as mere instruments of production. Russell challenges the moralization of work, arguing that technological advancements could reduce working hours, enabling individuals to pursue leisure and intellectual fulfillment. He suggests that the modern glorification of work enslaves individuals to survival-driven productivity, crowding out opportunities for reflection, innovation, and self-expression. He envisions a society where reduced working hours would eliminate unemployment and enhance collective happiness, allowing people to pursue intellectual and creative pursuits. This perspective reframes idleness as a condition of freedom, integral to the realization of human potential.

This view isn’t popular, especially since “work ethic”, and equating work with moral and social worth, is so ingrained in our historical narrative. Throughout history, those who deviate from traditional employment have faced harsh condemnation. During Nazi Germany, individuals labeled as “work-shy” were persecuted, while in contemporary societies, derogatory labels like “slacker,” “welfare queen,” and “parasite single” reflect anxieties about dependency and productivity. In Japan, for instance, terms like freeter and parasite single signify young adults who resist conventional career paths, revealing the cultural entrenchment of labor as a measure of individual value. Far from promoting stagnation, such critiques advocate a radical reimagining of societal values, prioritizing human flourishing over the relentless demands of productivity. Idleness and leisure are reclaimed as essential conditions for creativity, self-determination, and holistic well-being.

I don’t think work is essentially bad, but, like Bob Black argues, “forced labor” or “compulsory production” is the “source of nearly all misery in the word.” We’re forced to work because we need to in order to not be on the streets. If all our needs were met, we would be going work that helps us thrive: serving the community, helping the young, sick disabled, teaching, giving us purpose… Unfortunately, these jobs are the lowest paid and overworked in society. All the work that puts food on the table and a roof over us takes too much time. And we work too much. 8 hours a day really is like 10-12 with commutes and trying catch up on unpaid domestic work… there’s no time for leisure, sleep, exercise, family, or community life. Work can definitely be a source of a lot of good, just not the kind of work in our society.

I have to add one more critique of work that’s probably the most influential and combines various critiques of work into a unified theory: that’s right… Reddit’s antiwork! No, Marxism or critiques of work under capitalism. Karl Marx, communist extraordinary, critiqued work under capitalism in terms of exploitation, which he views as a structural feature of all class-based societies. But, unlike feudalism or slavery, exploitation under capitalism takes on a particularly disguised and pervasive form. Marx understands exploitation as a systemic process tied to the organization of production, private property, and the wage labor system. He understood value in terms of labor, meaning that the value of a commodity corresponds to the socially necessary labor time required for its production. In a capitalist economy, workers don’t receive the full value of what they produce. Instead, they are compensated with a wage that covers only a portion of their labor’s value, while the remaining surplus value is appropriated by capitalists.

Marx views this arrangement as the defining mechanism of exploitation under capitalism—what he calls the “theft of economic power,” because the capitalist profits from the surplus labor of workers. This process isn’t accidental or just because people are greedy, it’s a feature of capitalism itself. Workers lack ownership of the means of production—factories, tools, machinery, and raw materials—and have to sell their labor power to survive. For example, in a factory setting, workers might produce goods worth $500 per day, but their wages might amount to only $100. The difference, $400, constitutes the surplus value captured by the capitalist. This fundamental asymmetry forces workers to accept the terms offered by capitalists under conditions where the alternatives—unemployment or destitution—are untenable. Thus, while capitalist labor markets appear to operate through free and consensual exchange, Marx insists that the economic compulsion to sell one’s labor renders genuine freedom illusory.

The result is a systemic and disguised form of exploitation that perpetuates inequality and concentrates wealth. Although Marx recognizes that all class societies (e.g., slavery, feudalism) expropriate surplus labor from the working classes, capitalism distinguishes itself by making this exploitation appear voluntary. For instance, a medieval serf might visibly labor under the coercion of a feudal lord, but the capitalist laborer signs a contract that conceals the underlying economic compulsion. This illusion of freedom is perpetuated through ideological mechanisms that normalize wage labor and private property. For instance, the promise of upward mobility and the idealization of meritocracy encourage workers to view their circumstances as a result of individual effort rather than systemic constraints. Additionally, consumerism distracts workers from their exploitation by emphasizing material acquisition as a marker of success. In this way, capitalism masks its inherent inequalities and sustains the illusion of free and fair exchange.

Another central concept is alienation. While exploitation describes the economic process by which capitalists appropriate surplus value, alienation focuses on the social and experiential consequences on the workers. In Marx’s view, alienation under capitalism manifests in four key ways:

(1) Alienation from the product of labor: Workers do not own what they produce. For example, an assembly line worker manufacturing cars will never own or enjoy the fruits of their labor, as the products belong to the capitalist.

(2) Alienation from the act of labor: Work becomes a monotonous means to earn wages, devoid of intrinsic fulfillment. Tasks are often repetitive and deskilled, stifling creativity and self-expression.

(3) Alienation from other workers: Capitalism fosters competition rather than cooperation, pitting workers against one another for jobs or promotions. This dynamic erodes solidarity, preventing collective action.

(4)Alienation from human potential: Repetitive and narrowly defined tasks prevent workers from realizing their intellectual and creative capacities, leaving their broader humanity underdeveloped.

For Marx, this alienation dehumanizes workers, reducing them to instruments of production rather than autonomous beings capable of creative and meaningful work. Alienation thus underscores the broader human cost of capitalist exploitation: not only economic inequality but also the estrangement of individuals from their own potential. Marx emphasizes that although exploitation has existed in various forms throughout history—feudal lords extracting surplus from serfs, slave owners profiting from enslaved labor—capitalism introduces a unique form of “free labor.” Coercion is replaced by economic dependence. Workers appear to have the freedom to choose their employer, but this choice is overshadowed by the reality that they must sell their labor power to survive.

What can we do?

Maybe we can hope it works itself out. AI can take over monotonous, dangerous, or repetitive tasks, complementing rather than replacing human workers. By focusing on areas where human strengths—like emotional intelligence and interpersonal skills—are irreplaceable, AI can create more meaningful work environments. Maybe this will give room for progressive change like the four day work week. Research from organizations adopting shorter workweeks reveals a range of benefits, including increased productivity, better mental health, and enhanced work-life balance. Or maybe universal basic income to provide a guaranteed income to all individuals, so everybody can have financial security. Experiments like Canada’s Mincome project, the Madhya Pradesh study in India, and Namibia’s Basic Income Grant Pilot Project consistently demonstrate that recipients experience improved health, higher educational attainment, and stronger community well-being. But this would upset the corporations, which would upset the billionaires, which would upset the politicians, which means this probably wont happen.

Maybe you really do have to work even harder and win the game of capitalism for financial freedom. The FIRE (Financial Independence, Retire Early) movement aims is to enable individuals to retire significantly earlier than the traditional age, granting the freedom to pursue passions, hobbies, or alternative work arrangements without being tethered to conventional employment. It advocates for the accumulation of wealth through aggressive savings, strategic investments, and frugal living. You can add passive income streams or get a side hustle, you can go back to school for a higher paying job, or maybe move somewhere with a low cost of living. But this takes years of your life and sacrificing so much time; you could do the whole delayed gratification for 10-20 years, reach your FIRE goal, then die the next day. Where else can you get a windfall of money? Marry rich? Play the lottery? Become an entrepreneur?

Maybe you need to get lucky and find a humble job that you like, maybe even work it part time, and live on the border of poverty with general contentment. Or keep the corporate job, look within, keeping pushing the boulder, Sisyphus, and try to be happy. Capitalism and the shape of our work culture is just another absurdity in life and another one of life’s inherent struggles; maybe you just need to derive meaning in the struggle itself and keep pushing.

Maybe this soul sucking aspect of work is why new-aged spirituality is in. Practice mindfulness and gratitude. Or read some Stoicism and roleplay as some ancient Greco-Roman instead of being some nerd in a Patagonia vest. Distinguish what you can and cannot control and have inner tranquility over external circumstances. Then take a Zoloft and go on a bender.

Or find Jesus, you heathen bastards. Again, I blame the stupid Church and their stupid morality of a protestant work ethic and thinking working will make your father love you. Cue Freud. It can definitely soften the drudgery of the corporate world if you think your administrative job is part of some higher calling. If you couldn’t tell from my tone, I don’t agree that the corrupt form of work we find under capitalism is super conducive to Christian spiritual development and I think it actually amplifies vices like envy, pride, greed, and gluttony.

Paul LaFargue wrote, “A strange delusion possesses the working classes of the nations where capitalist civilization holds its sway… This delusion is the love of work… Instead of opposing this mental aberration, the priests, the economists and the moralists have cast a sacred halo over work. Blind and finite men, they have wished to be wiser than their God; weak and contemptible men, they have presumed to rehabilitate what their God had cursed.”

Being a hard worker is considered a virtue in this society. But we should work at being better people, work at loving others, and regularly rest and enjoy life. If you’re sacrificing any of these for more money, social status, or just the inertia of following what our capitalists culture pushes on you, maybe you need to figure out who you are. 

The number one death bed regret is not having the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me. Number two is, I wish I hadn’t worked so hard.

Analyzing Canelo Alvarez

Saul “Canelo” Alvarez is one of boxing’s most accomplished athletes. With multiple championships in four weight classes and an impressive career that began at just 15, Canelo has achieved unprecedented success, including becoming the first undisputed super middleweight champion.

Style

Canelo is known for his exceptional counterpunching and pressure. Usually, counterpunchers are slick boxers who work on the outside, but Canelo stays true to the Mexican boxing style of pushing forward and luring opponents to attack so he can counter them. He primarily uses head movement to avoid punches while staying in range and frequently attacks the body to set up heavy shots to the head in later rounds.

His style has evolved toward professional boxing rather than amateur boxing. In general, professional boxing is about doing damage, while amateur boxing focuses on landing clean punches to score points. In this way, the meta—or your style of boxing—changes to accommodate the professional or amateur environment. Professional boxing has 12 rounds, whereas amateurs have only three: amateurs can’t afford to let their foot off the gas and must stay active with their punches. In professional boxing, it’s important to start slow and be cautious about taking unnecessary damage.

Canelo’s style relies heavily on managing distance and being patient with his punches. Some say he’s flat-footed, but his footwork is underrated—he can circle and position his opponents in the ring while staying balanced and measuring distance to land his counters.

At his lower weights, especially around middleweight, he was a much more aggressive combination puncher. He has an exceptional chin and would often push forward aggressively, overwhelming his opponents with combinations to the body and head.

Something changed in his style after his first loss to Mayweather. Boxers call this the “touch”—when fighters lose to a better opponent and suddenly improve afterward, as if touching greatness made them great. After his loss, he refined his defense and boxing IQ, learning to fight off the back foot rather than constantly moving forward. As he moved up in weight, he started loading up on punches for maximum power instead of throwing flashy combinations. At 5’7.5”, he needed to earn the respect of the giants he was facing.


Techniques

Here are some techniques and tricks that Canelo frequently uses, has mastered, and excels at.

Feints

Feints are crucial to his new style and replace the function of his old combination-punching approach. Since he’s now looking for single explosive punches, they can be obvious without proper setup and require a lot of energy. Therefore, feints are necessary to open up opponents for a clean shot. Feints are also more effective given the power of his punches—opponents react more strongly to harder-hitting fighters. It’s a way to pressure an opponent without having to throw an actual punch.

  • Feints the left hook to set up the jab
  • Throws the right uppercut to set up the left hook to the body
  • Taps the left hand upstairs to set up the left hook to the body
  • Feints a left hook to the body to set up the left hook upstairs
  • Feints a right hand to set up the left uppercut (the right overhand feint to left uppercut is one of my favorite moves in boxing—it’s a thing of beauty)
  • Feints the left hand and throws a right uppercut to set up the jab
  • Throws a 1-2 or just a straight right to set up the jab

Head Movement

  • Rubber necking: Rolling with punches
  • Canelo is the purest pro boxer when it comes to head movement. It avoids all damage—something you don’t see as much in amateur boxing, where fighters prioritize throwing more straight punches over defensive caution.
  • He uses head movement to set up his counterpunching. He dodges and hits back. It also frustrates and demoralizes opponents when they can’t land a clean shot, similar to Floyd Mayweather. However, Canelo’s head movement is more upright and suited for aggression, like Mike Tyson’s.
  • It’s important to note that head movement is ineffective without footwork. Like Mike Tyson, Canelo is a master at using head movement while shifting and repositioning his feet to stay in a position to punch back.
  • His reflexes allow him to utilize head movement effectively—he was born with the ability to see punches coming.

Explosiveness

  • Canelo’s punches are explosive rather than heavy-handed and thudding, like those of Gennady Golovkin (GGG) or Artur Beterbiev. His power is more like that of Pacquiao or Mike Tyson—it’s the difference between a sledgehammer and a whip. His punching power comes from speed, athleticism, and quick-twitch muscles.
  • Explosive punches are ideal for knockouts. A knockout occurs when the brain bounces back and forth in the skull. While heavy-handed punches cause more damage per shot, explosive punches, due to their speed, are more effective in causing the physiological effects of a knockout.
  • Speed makes these punches easier to land, helping Canelo accumulate damage on his opponent. He takes advantage of this by sneaking in body shots and, more recently, targeting opponents’ arms.
  • His explosiveness also makes his combinations more effective by varying the strength of his punches.

Strengths

The modern, mature Canelo is a different fighter. He’s much more intelligent about using his tools. He is very heavy for his size—like a little tank—and knows he has explosive power, but his weight affects his cardio in the later rounds. As a result, he’s much pickier with his punches. He sets up body shots to tire out opponents and make them more stationary. Since he often fights taller opponents, he punches their shoulders and arms to lower their guard and expose their head. His pressure and aggression are now more nuanced, using feints and traps instead of simply chasing opponents down with flurries. He’s more methodical and composed when setting up knockout punches.

His defense has also improved dramatically. Because he’s more patient, he uses head movement to get into range and create counterpunching opportunities. While he often enters with a high guard, he will lower it to bait his opponent into throwing a punch, setting up a counter. He trusts his reflexes and his chin—partly due to the built-up size of his neck but also because of his ability to roll with punches (or “rubber neck”). Unlike his younger self, his guard is now more dynamic rather than just a rigid high guard. Overall, Canelo is a smarter fighter: he can adapt to different opponents and has mastered using the tools he was gifted with.


Weaknesses

Canelo has patched up many of his weaknesses, especially his erratic, impatient combination punching and his cardio. However, his second official loss—to Dmitry Bivol—showed that he’s too small to be the best light heavyweight. Even as a super middleweight, he’s smaller than his opponents and relies on his skill to compensate. But against an equally skilled fighter, as Bivol demonstrated, his size disadvantage is exposed.

His style generally lacks a jab, and he prefers leading with hooks and uppercuts. This can be a problem against opponents with strong chins and solid defense. He also relies heavily on head movement instead of using a jab to close distance, which can cost him rounds on the scorecards. Canelo starts slow to analyze his opponents and has a history of gassing out in later rounds—while judges have often favored him, he has let rounds slip while setting up a knockout.

While Canelo is a master at adapting, his style is relatively straightforward. He does a few things better than anyone else, but against top-tier technical fighters, he struggles. In my opinion, he lost his first fight against Gennady Golovkin (Triple G), which was officially ruled a draw. While Triple G is known for his knockout power, he also has a deep amateur pedigree and Soviet-style boxing fundamentals, allowing him to win rounds with his jab.


Tier Assessment

Durability: S

  • Chin: KO/knockdown resistance
  • Other damage: Takes punches well
  • Physicality: Strong

Intelligence: A+

  • Ability to adapt and execute a plan
  • Creative techniques: Traps
  • Experience and veteran tactics

Athleticism: S

  • Speed: Hand speed, footwork, reaction time
  • Willpower/focus: Fighting spirit or heart
  • Stamina

Offense: A+

  • Punching power/explosiveness
  • Variety of punches/combos and feints
  • Timing, landing, countering

Defense: A

  • Distance, angles, footwork
  • Head movement
  • Dynamic guard

Book Review: Atlas of AI

In Atlas of AI, Kate Crawford challenges the conventional comparison between human intelligence and artificial intelligence. She argues that likening AI to human minds often neglects the embodiment, relationships, and environments integral to human functioning. While AI is typically perceived as disembodied and abstract, Crawford demonstrates that it is deeply material and embodied—constructed from natural resources, human labor, and vast amounts of data.

Crawford highlights that AI involves classification decisions impacting identities, attempts to interpret human emotions, and serves as a tool for state power. Moreover, she emphasizes that AI is not autonomous; it heavily relies on human-provided data and predefined rules. This perspective forms the backbone of the book’s narrative, offering a fresh lens through which to view AI.

An interesting point in the introduction is Crawford’s tendency to equate AI with machine learning. While “AI” is a term prevalent in marketing and popular discourse, “machine learning” is more frequently used in technical literature. However, this view is somewhat narrow. AI encompasses more than machine learning—it includes fields like search algorithms, optimization, planning, scheduling, and knowledge representation. Major AI conferences and journals cover a broad range of topics beyond machine learning, indicating that researchers actively use the term “Artificial Intelligence” in their scientific work.

Crawford also brings attention to parties not traditionally considered in discussions about AI ethics: contract workers, immigrants, environmental impacts, and harm to other species. She sheds light on the complex web of inequality and politics that underpins AI development and deployment.

Chapter 1 delves into AI’s dependency on raw materials like lithium, essential for building rechargeable batteries in AI-powered devices. Crawford visits places like Silver Peak, Nevada—a massive underground lithium lake—to highlight the environmental damage, miners’ health issues, and displaced communities resulting from what she terms “computational extraction.” This phrase refers to the extraction of natural resources to support computational technologies, revealing the often overlooked environmental and human costs of AI.

The computation required to build AI models doesn’t exist in a vacuum. Computers must be manufactured, materials extracted, and energy generated—often through environmentally harmful means. Crawford cites research indicating that training a single natural language processing (NLP) model can produce over 660,000 pounds of carbon dioxide emissions, equivalent to 125 round-trip flights from New York to Beijing. This stark statistic underscores the significant carbon footprint associated with AI development.

In Chapter 2, Crawford explores the evolving relationship between humans and technology in the workplace, focusing on human-robotic hybrid work in warehouses and assembly lines. She situates current practices within a historical context of standardization, simplification, optimization, and scaling—processes that predate AI’s emergence in industries like car manufacturing and meat processing.

The chapter examines how technology is used for worker surveillance and tracking, shedding light on the changing dynamics of labor. Crawford discusses the gig economy and the often precarious conditions faced by workers who support AI systems, highlighting issues of inequality and exploitation.

Chapter 3 addresses AI’s insatiable demand for vast amounts of data. Initially, data about people—such as voices, facial images, and texts—became essential for training and testing AI systems, often detached from the individuals and contexts from which the data was collected. Early AI developments paid little attention to privacy, but increasing awareness and regulations now require some form of consent.

With the advent of the internet, diverse types of data became readily available, blurring the lines between public and private information. Crawford highlights the complex interplay between data collection and privacy concerns, emphasizing that data is not a neutral resource but is embedded with human values and biases.

Data labeling necessitates predefined classes, making the decision on these categories crucial in building AI models. Chapter 4 focuses on the assumptions and implications of these decisions. Classifications reflect specific worldviews and often assume universality, particularly concerning gender, race, and other human characteristics.

Crawford connects the issue of bias to classification, emphasizing that the absence or misrepresentation of certain labels can perpetuate systemic biases in AI systems. She argues that biases are not merely technical errors but are inherent in the data itself, which carries human values and normative frameworks. For example, categorizing race poses complex issues regarding how racial identities are conceptualized and understood.

In Chapter 5, Crawford examines AI’s application in recognizing human emotions through facial analysis. This task is based on the controversial assumption that emotions are universal and can be accurately detected by machines. She traces this assumption back to pre-AI studies on physiognomy and affect recognition, which have faced significant skepticism regarding their validity.

Crawford critiques companies like Emotient (acquired by Apple) and academic endeavors like Affectiva, which claim to detect emotions from facial expressions. She argues that these speculative AI ventures are built upon questionable scientific foundations, such as Paul Ekman’s theories on universal facial expressions, which lack rigorous empirical support. This historical perspective underscores the challenges and ethical concerns in AI’s efforts to interpret human emotions accurately.

Chapter 6 explores how many AI practices have roots in military priorities and methodologies, influenced by early military funding for AI research. Crawford illustrates how military-driven classification and surveillance frameworks have permeated civilian life, affecting areas like banking, airport security, and public surveillance.

She discusses the ethical implications of AI’s use in state power and control, noting that despite corporate ethical guidelines—like Google’s AI Principles prohibiting the development of weapons or technologies that facilitate harm—AI applications in warfare and surveillance raise significant concerns. Bias or discrimination in these contexts can have dire, life-altering consequences.

Atlas of AI presents a compelling argument for understanding AI as an embodied and material phenomenon deeply intertwined with natural resources, human labor, and data. Crawford challenges the conventional view of AI as disembodied intelligence, urging readers to consider the broader implications of AI’s development and deployment.

By examining the historical, social, and ethical dimensions of AI, the book offers a nuanced perspective that enriches our understanding of this rapidly evolving field. Crawford’s insights prompt critical reflection on the often unseen costs of AI and encourage a more responsible and equitable approach to technology.

This book is a thought-provoking read for anyone interested in AI, ethics, and the societal impacts of technology. It serves as a crucial reminder that AI is not just about algorithms and data—it’s about people, resources, and the world we live in.

Why people love Luigi Mangione

December 4, 2024, Brian Thompson, CEO of UnitedHealthcare, was fatally shot in a targeted attack outside the New York Hilton Midtown hotel in Manhattan.


UnitedHealthcare is one of the US’s largest health insurers, and they’re criticized for unethical practices like denying coverage to people in need of health care, delaying treatments, and making many patients incur out-of-pocket expenses.

The shell casings at the crime scene had the words “deny,” “defend,” and “depose” inscribed on them.

“Deny” – Denial of healthcare claims.
“Defend” – Corporate defense against lawsuits or negative public opinion.
“Depose” – Legal depositions taken during disputes or lawsuits, possibly implying taking action or forcing accountability.

Many people are rooting for the shooter. Why? Isn’t killing bad? Is this vigilante justice?

It’s clear that this isn’t a random act of violence. It was premeditated. The assailant had a reason or a possible justification for the killing.

Not all killing is morally wrong. Some killing is justified. For example, the easiest case is self-defense: if somebody is threatening your life or the lives of your loved ones, and the only way to stop them is to kill them, that killing is what most people think is morally okay. We reflect this in the law.

But what’s morally okay and what’s legally okay is not always the same. For example, if you kill somebody who abused thousands of children, it might be morally okay but legally not okay; legally, that child abuser should be arrested, have a trial, and spend their life in jail. We have a political structure where it’s the government’s job to punish people, and individuals can’t go around enacting their own form of vigilante justice. If you kill that child abuser, then you broke the law and will probably go to jail, but some would argue that you were morally justified in doing so. Going even further, some might say you did good or had a duty to kill that child abuser, even if it meant breaking the law. The moral justification here could be something like: you stopped an evil, you got revenge for the parents, or you’re sending a message to other child abusers.

Now, what are the possible moral justifications for the killing of Brian Thompson that make people think this killing is okay?

Justification 1a: Brian Thompson, the individual, is an evil that must be stopped.
I don’t know much about Brian Thompson, but it’s not clear that he’s a bad person. He’s just in a job that does bad things. I’m sure he’s just another corporate executive who had a long career of working in an office every day, eventually being promoted to CEO, and just trying to make money doing his job to please shareholders. He’s just doing his job.

In Eichmann in Jerusalem: A Report on the Banality of Evil, Hannah Arendt wrote about Adolf Eichmann, who played a central role in the Holocaust and managed the logistics of deporting Jewish people to extermination camps. Arendt observed that Eichmann wasn’t some monster or psychopath but a pretty boring person who thought his job was helping society. She coined the term “banality of evil,” the idea that evils in society aren’t carried out by morally evil supervillains but by normal people doing their jobs, complying with orders in a wider system, and ultimately being distanced from the larger evil consequences of their actions. Is the mailroom employee at UnitedHealthcare morally responsible for the company’s evils of denying insurance claims? Probably not. He’s not the one making decisions.

Does the CEO make all the evil decisions? Again, no. The CEO plays one role in maximizing shareholder profit, and this duty to maximize value is probably the root of a lot of evil decisions. Apparently, there was an AI implemented on his watch that rejected claims and had a 90% error rate. But it wasn’t Brian solely responsible for this. There’s a whole board of directors, multiple executives, and people who need to sign off on these decisions, and there are many dirty hands. And the only reason they implemented this was to maximize profits for shareholders; they don’t just get off on denying claims and love doing evil stuff. Of course, the CEO benefits from this evil. He makes about $10 million a year, which is a lot, but isn’t even in the top CEO salaries.

Brian Thompson is just some guy who happens to be the CEO of a shady company. It’s important not to make him the scapegoat for UnitedHealthcare. He probably would have been happy with the same pay working at some charity feeding blind orphans. Brian Thompson didn’t do anything himself that justified killing him.

Maybe a truly morally upstanding person would have quit working at such a healthcare company out of principle. Sure, maybe he’s a bit greedy for money, but who isn’t? Is he really more evil than oil companies contributing to pollution? Clothing companies using sweatshop labor? Or any modern technology company exploiting workers worldwide?

Justification 1b: UnitedHealthcare is an evil that must be stopped.
Maybe the killer didn’t care about Brian Thompson personally, and he was just a means to an end. They were instead trying to take down the corporation, and the CEO was the first target.

UnitedHealthcare is a giant corporate monster alongside many other corporate monsters these days that exist to maximize profits and shareholder value. We become parts of these monsters in our professional lives by working at these companies, and our jobs are ultimately to keep growing this monster by increasing profits. People with important functions for this monster are rewarded with high salaries. Jeff Bezos is the creator and controller of the monster Amazon, and he’s one of the richest men in the world for it. CEOs are like the caretakers of this monster.

UnitedHealthcare has done some pretty evil things. Investigations revealed that UnitedHealthcare’s prior authorization denial rate increased from 8.7% in 2019 to 22.7% in 2022, significantly higher than the industry average. We mentioned the AI model with the 90% error rate, which they’re being sued for, but they also have a bunch of other lawsuits around improper denial of care and HIPAA violations. But the biggest evil goes something like this: imagine you’re paying for your insurance every month like a responsible U.S. citizen, and suddenly your doctor tells you that you have cancer. That’s terrible, but at least you have insurance—oh wait, they’re saying your cancer medication isn’t covered, and you have to use up your savings. Oh no, your insurance is saying your nausea medication isn’t necessary, so now you have to suffer through chemo. Yay, you beat cancer, but because your insurance didn’t cover much and you had to go out-of-pocket, you not only have no savings but are now hundreds of thousands of dollars in debt. Or, much worse, you run out of money and can’t get any more treatment that UnitedHealthcare is denying coverage for, and now you’re left to die. Now your mother is left to die. Now your child is left to die.

But it’s not clear that the killing will stop the evil. Brian Thompson will be replaced, UnitedHealthcare will continue its practices, and it’s clear that the evil will persist.

Justification 2: revenge or retribution.
This leads to the next justification: revenge or retribution. Maybe the killer was trying to even the scales—an eye for an eye. Perhaps a loved one was denied coverage by UnitedHealthcare and died, and the killer wanted revenge. Although, again, it’s not clear if Brian Thompson is the one morally responsible for the death of their loved one. But maybe it’s more symbolic, and Brian Thompson was as good a symbol for UnitedHealthcare as any other employee there.

Popular ethical theories don’t really justify retaliatory killing or personal vengeance. Kant would probably say that killing out of vengeance cannot be universally willed without creating a world of chaos and lawlessness. Aristotle would probably say that vengeance is unlikely to be virtuous, and a virtuous person would seek justice through legal means. A utilitarian would probably say that retaliatory killing would cause more harm than good from cycles of revenge and social breakdowns, so if there’s more bad overall, then it’s morally unjustified.

But maybe this killing isn’t personal. Maybe the killer is vicariously acting for the millions of people suffering under UnitedHealthcare. This can be construed as some universal or divine form of justice carried out to punish UnitedHealthcare.

This is the world of Batman or the Punisher, where vigilante justice is the only justice left in a corrupt state. But again, it’s not clear that killing Brian Thompson really punishes UnitedHealthcare or makes things even with the victims. UnitedHealthcare, the soulless corporate monster, won’t feel this, and you can’t kill this monster with a bullet.

Comedy is Social Lubricant

Ever crack a joke and feel the tension in the room dissolve? It’s like magic. The worst days can be turned around with a laugh. The grumpiest person can light up through humor. The most serious business meeting can shift to a friendlier tone. Comedy disarms people—but how?

Comedy Breaks Down Barriers

Humor softens the rigidity of serious situations and difficult conversations. Laughter signals openness and a willingness to engage, making it easier to connect with others. Comedy is fundamentally vulnerable—it’s an attempt to relate to someone, to reach out. When we laugh, we accept that connection, sharing an experience that transcends language barriers and sometimes even species.

Comedy Reduces Tension

Jokes naturally build tension and then release it. A well-timed punchline can trick the mind into letting go of stress. Physiologically, laughter releases endorphins, the body’s natural “feel-good” chemicals, which help relax both body and mind. There’s a therapeutic effect to comedy—it resets emotions, provides relief, and helps us regain perspective.

Comedy Creates Connection

Humor relies on common experiences and shared truths, which bring people together. When we laugh at the same joke, we recognize a shared perspective, fostering a sense of camaraderie. This makes comedy a powerful tool in conflicts and negotiations, as it establishes common ground and diffuses hostility. People who use humor are often perceived as more likable and approachable, making them more persuasive and effective communicators.

Comedy Challenges Ideas Without Confrontation

Humor allows people to address difficult topics in a way that feels less threatening. It shifts the emotional tone of a discussion, giving people the space to consider different viewpoints without immediately becoming defensive. By making people laugh, comedians can highlight uncomfortable truths in a way that encourages reflection rather than resistance.

In social and political commentary, satire uses humor to challenge norms and expose absurdities without direct confrontation. In this way, comedy captures attention, engages audiences, and makes challenging ideas more digestible. When the laughter fades, the underlying message lingers.

Comedy as a Tool for Influence

Even at a young age, humor can help defuse confrontation with a bully or get you out of trouble with your parents. The best public speakers use jokes to win over audiences, making them more receptive to their message. Comedy has long been used as social commentary, revealing the absurdities of social and political issues in a way that resonates.

More people should recognize the power of comedy—not just as entertainment, but as a tool to repair relationships, build connections, communicate ideas, and educate others.

Stand-up Comedy and Public Speaking

All stand-up comedians are public speakers, but not all public speakers are comedians. However, some of the best stand-up comedians are also the best public speakers, and some of the best public speakers use comedy. While stand-up comedy is a distinct form of public speaking, it shares many convergent skills with traditional public speaking. Understanding this relationship reveals how comedy enhances communication, persuasion, and audience engagement.

The Intersection of Public Speaking and Comedy

Public speaking is a broad discipline, traditionally centered on conveying knowledge, arguments, or messages to an audience. However, it can be tailored to different environments:

  • Political speeches aim to gain support (e.g., conventions, rallies).
  • Legal presentations focus on persuasion (e.g., a lawyer in court).
  • Educational lectures seek to convey ideas (e.g., a professor in a classroom).
  • Stand-up comedy, in many ways, combines all of these elements—comedians must not only entertain but also educate, persuade, and engage their audiences.

This means that mastering public speaking skills is essential for stand-up comedians, but the way they apply those skills differs from traditional speakers.

Key Public Speaking Skills in Stand-Up Comedy

1. Audience Control and Engagement

A crucial skill for both public speakers and comedians is the ability to read and control an audience. Comedians must be able to:

  • Gauge audience reactions—facial expressions, laughter, gasps, clapping, or sighs provide feedback.
  • Adapt in real-time—if a joke isn’t landing, they need to pivot, improvise, or shift energy.
  • Manipulate audience emotions—skilled comedians can build tension, release it, or redirect energy to keep engagement high.

Public speakers use similar techniques, whether rallying a crowd, persuading a jury, or keeping students engaged in a lecture. The ability to read a room and adjust accordingly is a shared skill between great public speakers and great comedians.

2. Delivery and Stage Presence

Clear, articulate delivery is another shared skill. A comedian’s ability to pace their set, control timing, and emphasize key moments mirrors the techniques of powerful public speakers.

  • Stage presence matters—how one moves, gestures, and postures affects audience perception.
  • Confidence on stage is key—even when bombing, a comedian must stay composed.
  • Natural delivery takes practice—whether delivering a joke or a speech, the content should feel spontaneous yet refined.

Even if someone isn’t a traditionally polished speaker, they can still succeed as a comedian by leaning into their unique style and persona.

3. Content Structuring and Narrative Flow

The structure of a performance is just as important as its delivery. Great public speaking—and great comedy—follows a clear arc:

  1. A strong opening—grabbing attention immediately.
  2. Building momentum—using anecdotes, rhetorical techniques, or callbacks.
  3. A powerful closing—leaving a lasting impression.

Storytelling is a powerful rhetorical tool in both comedy and public speaking. Personal anecdotes create relatability and engagement while serving as a vehicle for humor, lessons, or deeper ideas.

Both comedians and public speakers must constantly refine their material, cutting weaker sections, amplifying strong moments, and improvising when necessary.

Do You Have to Be a Good Public Speaker to Be a Good Comedian?

Yes and no. While stand-up requires many of the same skills as public speaking, you don’t have to fit the traditional mold of a “good public speaker” to be a successful comedian.

Public speaking skills give comedians more tools, but the ultimate goal in stand-up is to make people laugh—not necessarily to sound polished or persuasive. Some comedians thrive with awkward, deadpan, or unconventional delivery that might not work in a corporate speech but resonates in a comedy club.

At the end of the day, comedy and public speaking share many skills, but stand-up has a different metric for success: laughter.